Canceling Things

I get so tired of canceling things because I don't feel well. There used to be a time when I wouldn't cancel things so often, it was a rare occurrence, but lately I'm doing more canceling than *doing* because I feel so bad later in the day. I've talked to my therapist about it, and she agrees that its not good, but the only way to not cancel things, is to not make plans, and that isn't a good option, of course.

I dropped the ball on a shoot I really want to do. Supposed to be today, but I crashed yesterday before I could make finite plans with the model. We'll see when she gets back to me this morning if we're going to shoot, but I kinda doubt it will happen. :(

I did OK yesterday, other than going to sleep pretty much for the duration, at 4pm. I woke a few times but went back to sleep within the hour, now here it is 12 hours later and I'm up. I need to write the next chapter for my book but I'm feeling a bit intimidated. I think after the edits my first two chapters are pretty good and I don't want to have a drop in writing quality. I'm stupid to be intimidated by myself, I suppose, but the edits by TJ really did make a huge difference!

Here goes nothing!